Links Portion-

Heh, I just decided to makes this portion the links area and I'll edit and update when I get my hands on more sites to add.  If you wanna maybe host your site on here or whatever, gimme a shout out via email or at my AIM, sn is xxZatoxx

           ---------{============>*Alan

http://www.fanimenation.com/cgi-bin/links/search.cgi?LinkOwner=sopranokitten - My girl's art work, hosted courtesy of fanimenation.com, a pretty cool site.  She also did my name thing in CG *points to his personal profile* and also did a really cool one of her's.  You can check it out at her Xanga, I subscribe.  She's sopranokitten *now points to the sidebar, while strangly feeling like an idiot for all the pointing* 

http://shinhell.proboards12.com/ - My buddy Mike's message boards.  My user name on it is Abaddon, fyi.

Hola,

Well, its been a while since I updated, as usual, lol.  Lets see...well, Valentines last Saturday was incredible.  My grandparents took me to Ventura so I could spend the day with my love.  We goofed around with her family, playing cards and stuff, which was really cool, and then she and I watched Underworld in the living room, which I loved, more than other reason particullarly, because I got to snuggle with her which I have been longing for the longest time to do.
I gave her my gifts that I've been holding onto for some time, along with a red rose and a heart shaped box of chocolates for Valentines, of course, and she suprised me with the same, plus this cute little girl teddy bear (and she kept the boy) that she sprayed some of her really nummy perfume on it.  The day had to end eventually, time sucks like that, but none the less, I had an amazing time and its been great motivation for me to get my ass in gear and get my stuff sorted out for moving down there soon.
In the past week I've already gotten my whole bank situation taken care of, filled out and sent out the FAFSA, which was a real big thing, and I've been practicing driving almost fanatically.  And most importantly, I've been spending all my free time that I can with my love ^-^
So let's see, what else?
I haven't really been drawing that much recently, not enough free time to allocate to it and I just don't have that creative flow thing going on. 
I went back to a few old psone and ps2 games, cuz I got kinda bored during those times when my little brother is on the comp with his EQ binges and I can't go driving cuz my grandpas at work or what have you, but yeah, I goofed around a little on Summoner, the moved onto some MDK (weird as hell game....) and Future Cop for the psone.  I've been playing PSO some, but not as much as I did before and I haven't hopped online for a few weeks now.  I'm still waiting for some of the the more bling of items to become mass duped...
Yesterday I went to the doc and got some prescription meds for my acne, so hopefully soon Ill be back to just being ugly instead of ugly and covered in zits :p  I get a single pill a day and then two different gel type things to apply in the morning and at night (this is real interesting stuff ain't it?).  My brother is still kinda sick with his ear thing, and so he got some stronger meds for it.  He and I also managed to pick up a birthday gift for my mom and so we gave it to her yesterday on the way home instead of waiting until today, mainly because we couldn't have really hidden it, lol.  She was real pleased with it tho, so yay! :D
Hmm, other than that, I can't think of anything....I've pretty much been up to what I always am, Im just a very spontaneous and chaotic person like that, lol.  Thanks for stopping by, who ever the Hell you are!  Peace 'n Metal baby! \m/
-------{==============>* Alan
    

Hey!

Ok, wow, I haven't updated for a long time.  Really sorry bout that peoples, even tho Im not so sure anyone even comes here anymore, lol.  So many things have happened...lemme see, lemme see....
Well, I've up to the usual stuff, talking with my love on AIM, playing vids, trying to get situated for leaving, practicing driving, all that. 
My baby's school started back up so shes pretty busy now, even moreso then usual .  She has some really cool art classes it sounds like tho, but she has to get up kinda early for em is the thing (for me there is no such thing as 7 in the morning, lol). 
We dled a new program called Teamspeak2 so now we can also talk over the mics on our comps, meaning I get to hear her beautiful voice on a more frequent basis. Yay! n.n
Valentines and our monthly anniversary are coming up (it'll be 5 months since the first day I got to finally see her gorgeous face in person and hold her in my arms ), and so everybody has been trying to rack their brain to figure out something for Jenn and me to be together, which is very VERY cool.
Lets see...oh, I reactivated my account on GC PSO, just so I could go online and get some of the new uber items out there, including some hacked weps and such.  Ka-Ching! lol
I just recently started drawing again, I've been in a real creative stranglehold recently.  I would say out of the possible 20 attempts at stuff, I only kept like 3, and imo, they aren't too great anyways.  I'm really predictable and the stuff I do is always the same old crap, but oh well...I did manage to scan one of my better pics, imo, and tried to kind of give it some flavor with some color via paintshop, but oi, i've got some pretty mixed feelings about how it looks.
Ima ask my baby permission again to see if I can post another of her cool works from fanimenation on here.  I love her whole style and everything...
My mom just recently got a car, and so, guess what?! She gave me her old one! Sure, its not exactly in the best condition and it may not look the manliest (its a purple mercury...yeah yeah...), but hell, its a free pair of wheels!  Plus im really used to how it drives and everything because its what Ive already spent the most time driving.  Things are coming together here...I just know they are.
I still haven't got any word from the school I applied to...I still need to check into applying to Ventura College too as a backup and I need to finish my FAFSA.
I've been pretty cranky and stuff these past few days, as I tend to get...You ever get the feeling like all these little things are culimminating (sp on dat crap :p) together just to pick at you and piss you off?  Damn, I get that feeling all the time...Prolly just my paranoid attitude, but still, that doesn't make me feel any better about it.  
Well, im done now with my usual banter and stuff, sorry again for the lack of updates and all.  Laters and thanks for stoppin by!

------{============>* Alan

Oh, while I remember, my AIM screen named got jacked up and I got sick of it really, so I changed it.  xxZatoxx is my new one.
  

 

                   "Shea and Zato"

Yet another of my baby's fantabulous art work!  This one has a lot of special meaning too, as these are the characters that we used while playing the MMORPG, Phantasy Star Online ep1&2, in which we met and actually ended up falling in love on.  I know its hard to believe, trust me I know, but it happens, it happened to me, and it can happen to anyone else out there all the same.  I fell inlove with her personality more than anything, she is just really an incredibly special person, and things went from there to other online things like AIM, then we arranged for meeting in person on several occassions, and well, now I know what I want in life, and I wanna be with my love, and thats how its gonna be! 
Incase any of you are wondering, I was the FOmar and Jenn was the FOnewearl, lol.
Anyways, I think she did another incredible job on it, especially how Shea turned out, the detail and proportion on her and everything are just top-notch imo.  If you wanna see more of my love's artwork, go ahead and visit the link up top, the one for fanimenation.  You won't regret it!
Oh, and props and thanks again to my baby for letting me put up some of her work on my site and for the great job she did on this work!  Love you Jenn!
-------{================>* Alan  

Hello everyone!

Wow, I am REALLY sorry for the lack of updates for so long, but what can I say?  Im lazy and stuff has just kept me too busy to really allocate time to updating my Xanga.  Its a rather low priority on the list right now.  But anyways, I hope everyone had a very happy holiday season and a great New Year!  Happy New Year everyone! 
Ima kinda beat myself after last night.  I ended up going to my Uncles house with my family and we played Trivial Pursuit and Texas Hold'em style poker until like 3 in the morning >.<
Things have been pretty good, Ive gotten to talk to my love a good amount these past days and soon ima be done there with her, working and then going to school! YAY!
Christmas was really good, I got some cool stuff; a few clothing items, some pocket tools, art supplies, and some sentimental stuff that Im big on, especially the nice gold cross my mom gave me and this art notebook that my baby gave me with a special part in the front page, a painting of my kanji in silver with a black background and my initials in red, with her tag in the lower hand corner too, of course.  I really love it a lot, thanks again baby!  We had Christmas Eve at my house and then Christmas at my Uncles (they live in the same town), but we open up gifts on Christmas Eve usually just cuz
My baby got FFX-2 for Christmas, which sounds pretty freakin cool and so Ive been talking to her on AIM and Teamspeak 2, a new application we use to talk to eachother over mics.  Ive been playing Black and White for PC, a really cool and deep kind of god simulation type game.  My creature, my Tiger named Shiba, is still puny and has one of the most whacked personalities Ive ever seen from an AI, lol.  Seriously, he likes to throw cows at people and then crap on their buildings, then he goes around and kicks trees for no reason.  Of course I applaud him for it, so that prolly doesnt help it but oh well .  He's gonna get big and mean and ebil-er and kick everyones ass!
My goals havent changed a whole lot, I still need to get my DL and get all my crap in order for leaving, and Ima get working on it ASAP.  This year is gonna mean a whole new life for me, wewt!  Things have been really hectic with family, but im not gonna get into personal shit cuz it aint my style really. 
But anyways, again, sorry I seemingly abandoned this place and uh...yeah...catch ya laters!

 ------------{====================>* Alan